Thursday 8.1.13:
The card of the day is Nine of Swords. The hidden energy card is the Devil. The position that the card sits in is Blue = communication and Inner Truth.
Sometimes we must work through our own issues. We must jump the wall that we have built. There are moments in our life that cause us to worry. How can we work past this? How can we work past the frustration?
I know that I use positive affirmations.
Simple statements that remind my current state of existence, that I am worthy of only good.
I must make decisions based out of faith and the understanding that my life is good.
With every ounce of pain, with every ounce of change, I have to accept what is being given. Accept what is there in front of me. I make it positive or I make it negative. Really it is only a circumstance. A reaction to the thoughts I have been producing and placing on the river of light and love.
There are those that may not agree with this thought. There are those that may think we are living a dream.
We are!
A dream that we create. We are co-creating with Source. We have preference.
We are in control of our level of happiness. No one else has control. They may have influence but not control.
The cards speak of worry, doubt, and fear. Abolish these words from your mind, so that you can move forward with the good in your life. Some may state that you must have both good and bad. Yes, there must be a balance, but what happens after the state of balance is obtained. Are you going to keep thinking of the bad or think of the good?
That is the next decision.
Are you going to constantly put chains around your wrists like the picture in the Devil card? Are you constantly going to give into the statements of "I am not worthy. I am not good enough. I am unloved"?
It is time to allow the energy to flow. To propel you to that wonderful state of existence. To allow things to take place.
To state "Wall. I know you are there for a reason and that reason is of good. If I am to move past you, then I allow it take place. If I am to wait, then I allow it to take place. For I know that only good will come of this. That you are only of good and love."
State this out loud. Replace the word "wall" with "obstacle" or with "Ego". It is only there to test your ability. To test your self worth. How worthy are you?
You are worthy of great and powerful things. Did you know this?
You are worthy of happiness. Did you know this?
You are worthy of love.
Do not worry, or worry, but know that you will be fine. Know that you are within alignment of your Divine Path. Once you acknowledge this, then the path will reveal more of itself. The wall may still stand in front of you, but you may grow wings to fly above and over it. You may create a path around it. The wall may produce a door that you can move through. It just may take a little time and concentration on the good within your life. You will see. It will happen.
Blessed Be.
Sunday 5.5.13:
The card of the day is The Fool. The hidden energy card is the Tower.
Sometimes the destruction of our life, can lead us to a new adventure, that benefit us in the end. Our destination is never out of sight. Just like Gandalf had to transform from the Grey to the White, he had to let go of everything from the previous journey. He was born anew.
After dealing with our Ego yesterday, and moving into the next, we find that Forgiveness of that which has held us back, is needed. I am evolving. We are evolving. It is our choice on whether we are doing it for good or bad. Either choice will lead you to your Divine path. It will either be a struggle or a simple road, filled with obstacles, that are neither too big nor too small.
When I think of the obstacles put in the path of a Mystic, I always imagine a woman, walking on the road of life, containing nothing more than the tools of a fool. Her clothes on her back, her companion (inner voice) at her side, and a walking stick.
Through the eyes and heart of a child, she walks with great strength and wonder. Obstacles may be put on her path, but she learns that with great effort, there is always a solution. Sometimes we must be tested. Not that Source will ever test us, but will simply allow us to create the obstacles in our own life, and see just how strong we truly can be. You know that we can never create a destruction so great, that it eliminates our very existence. This is why people will tell you that God will never give you more than you can handle. Now our physical body is another subject. We shall leave that for another time and entry.
We must learn to associate the Tarot cards, oracles, and forms of divination to our everyday life; in order to understand the signs and symbols that Source gives us. In order to be able to use the Tools that are supplied.
Today is my first Tarot Meetup in Austin, Texas. I an not nervous, for I know that all information is beneficial to me, but I do have a little hesitation on what shall be brought out into the light. I also know that I do not have to take in anymore bullshit from other people, who are walking a path, that is different than mine. If they choose to do things in their own manner, and try to force others to do the same, stating that they are correct, then I have learned that it is time to move forward. I am not stating that this shall happen, but I must be prepared for all points of experience and accept them for their true nature. I know that things shall be wonderful and in turn will be a gathering of great minds and people.
The energy shall be of good and we shall progress forward with great intent. I also have to understand that the Fool card is showing us the energy of open mind, open heart.
What shall you bring to you new adventure?
What shall you be carrying?
At this point in time, I am bringing my tarot, a crystal, and the knowledge that Source supplies me with. Even if I draw a blank during a reading, I have to understand that Source does not always have to give information, if the person is not ready for it. In turn the cards can be closed and the book of life can be put on the shelf, waiting for the person to pick it up and write again.
Blessed Be.
