Saturday 8.31.13:
The card of the day is the Five of Cups. The hidden energy card is The Moon. The card sits in the position of Nettle = boundaries and caution.
Emotional loss can slip through the cracks.You will tend to look at what is lost rather than what was gained.
It is amazing what can inspire me to write. To simply put words down on paper...er.....I mean screen. Whichever!
As I was hooping for exercise, listening to Sarah Bareilles' new song "Brave", I was struck with great emotion. The need to dance. The desire to love my inner child.
I watched the video and was even more inspired.
Have you seen it?
For all you Tarot Readers. Try to find the cards within the words she has written.
Strength....
Hermit...
The Fool...
I love it!
The energy of the day speaks about the acknowledgment of your ability to be Brave. To dance in an open area and have others watch you.
Who cares?!
As a Mystic, sometimes we have to be brave, and dance when there is no music. You are dancing with no music every time you decide to venture out on your own. To recognize your good.
The Moon card speaks of psychic energy but also the start of evolution. Do you think it took a few seconds for a species to evolve into something grand? Nope.
It can take a life time. Of course I am not going to get into a debate on whether there are some life forms who do evolve in seconds and then die because it may have been a misfit. Not able to survive.
I would rather focus on your ability to change. To evolve. To do something wonderful and create. To leave that which is holding you back and move forward into your light.
Try to hide from it. Try to out think it. To out wit it. You will eventually lose. Happiness is all around. Joy is there. It may be within the two cups that are left behind. It may be within the castle that stands before you. You must not cry for that which is lost.
Even if it means travelling forward with no companion. Sometimes you have to speak what is on your mind. Sometimes you have to take the first step on your own. No hand holding allowed.
It may seem this way.
Source is always holding your hand. You may not notice it. You may feel alone at times. Believe me the journey can put blinders on your eyes. You sometimes only see what is in front of you.
It is time to focus on your goal. The goal of being happy. Happy with your choice. Happy with the state of your existence. Satisfied with the dance you have choreographed.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday 7.30.13:
The card of the day is Five of Cups. The hidden energy card is The Tower. The card sits in the position of Purple = Third Eye and Clairvoyance.
What has happened in the past, should stay in the past. We must learn to let go of the heartache. We must learn to let go of regret.
I made a decision. That decision has brought me to my current state of existence. I must now move forward.
To accept the circumstances that are within this moment.
To accept the beauty of destruction.
The Tower card is hiding behind the curtain. We see the destruction taking place around us. Do we notice it within?
Sometimes the cups must be overturned. Looking for a key? What if it is within the wine glasses that are completely full. You must sacrifice some in order to receive the prize.
In the end, you only have spilled three, and two more are left over. What a victory.
The good is "at least I did not have to pour out all five glasses".
The day brings about the ability to listen with our spiritual ears. The spirits are always talking. Source is always whispering about the next great step.
I have been asking my spirit guide for a little help. What should I do? I want to know what my next step is.
She only answers with "you must be patient".
I am a person who thinks "if I am not working, then I am not productive".
I think that others will judge me. I think that if I do not look busy, then surely I am lazy.
My spirit guide is always advising me that my Tarot Business should be my priority. I am to keep learning and reading. I need to experiment with the tools I have now and see what transpires. So many projects within my mind, but since they can not produce money and financial stability at this very moment, I push them out of the door.
I need to really take a look at who I am. What I believe in. I need to believe in the unknown. It is time to be like the Hanged Man. To hang upside down for a moment in order to understand. To see things in a different light.
Meditation and Prayer are calling my name. I need silence. I need to concentrate.
What do I want?!
I want to be happy. That is all. I want a job that is productive. I want to show up, check into life, and just work. Leave all the worry and stress at the job. To know that I can do what is required and leave.
I want to be a clerical person by day and a great Spiritual Adviser by night.
I think this is what stands in my way of advancement with my gift.
I was advised that my gift is changing. My spirit guide is advising me that I will soon be upgraded to Aaron 2.0
Same Vessel, new program.
It is time for you to be upgraded. Take your gift to the next level. Produce your greatness. Manifest your light.
It is time to look at what is left over, after all the destruction takes place, and McGuyver the shit out of it.
Blessed Be.
