Sunday 8.25.13:
The card of the day is Three of Swords. The hidden energy card is the World. The card sits in the position of Unicorn = innocence, trust, and honesty.
The ending of a cycle of heartache. Are you being honest with your spiritual self?
Is it really over?
Sometimes you want to hold onto that which has hurt you. The pain is always easier to process. The good can look scary.
Pain is short lived. Grief can only happen for a short while. You can not live within the dark clouds of the three of swords. You must look beyond the storm. There is a patch of blue sky in the distance. The worry, doubt, and fear are coming to an end. The cycle is starting fresh. It is time to trust Source.
Take that first step.
Create your new path.
It is time to shine. The sludge has been building up and the breakthrough has happened. Now it is time to exist within the sun light. Within the bright rays of life.
The rest is just a detail.
A small detail.
Be happy. Be joy. Recognize that wonderful part of Source within.
Blessed Be.
Thursday 7.25.13:
How wonderful it is to have so many opportunities within our life. To be able to choose. To have many options in front of you. How wonderful to see the Good within our life.
The card of the day is Three of Swords. The hidden energy card is Judgement. The card sits in the position of Winter = reflection, transition, and release.
When others are joking around and hit a sore spot, you tend to let your Ego take over, and your feelings can get hurt.
I doubted every ounce of my decision, to move back to California, this morning. I doubted my self worth.
Have you ever been in this position?
I wanted to cry. I wanted to give up. I started to worry. I became angry and wanted to yell at Source for leading me here. Back to a place where my Faith was being tested. How strong am I? What have I been doing this whole time? Where do I want to go?
I had to turn things around. I think the cards are literally talking about pain and sorrow that is associated with change and judgement, not from others, but from our own self.
Our Wounded Child. The abandoned child that sits within us.
We must get use to the fact that seasons change. A winter must be experienced in order to understand the wonderful joy of the Sun in Spring. We must learn to survive through the harsh cold of winter. We must learn to prepare for it. Summer moves into Fall. Winter moves into Spring.
Should we just give up? Do we stop existing?
No!
This is our confirmation that we are strong. That we can move forward. We must look at the good within the clouds. There is always a silver lining. The storm is short lived. Pain and Sorrow must be acknowledged and then advised to move forward. The energy must flow. I know what my self worth is. I know what my gifts are. I know that there is so much good here in California. Source would not have brought me here. Source would not have made it possible. I also was accepting of the fact that I could have stayed in Texas. I was open to both possibilities. I decided on the journey. I wanted to come home. I wanted to be wonderful and great here in California. I am worthy of this.
I am worthy of a job that deals with Tarot and Spirituality. I am worthy of returning to school and learning. To achieve a goal that has been put on hold for the longest time. It is time for Aaron to advance. What is my next step?
You can put the energy out there and also affirm it, but if you have doubt or worry, then all of your hard work will be lost.
Today we must move past the doubt and fear. It will all take place. Can you feel it?
When you start to tear up for no reason today, please understand, that it is your spirit that is talking to you. Will you listen?
Your spirit is advising you that something wonderful is going to take place. Something spectacular is happening behind the scenes. Can you feel the stage moving? Do you see the props being rearranged? The Sun will surely shine again. I can feel it. Can you?
Blessed Be.
Wednesday 5.29.13:
I woke up thinking about my trip, from high school, to Mexico. I went there with the marching band. I made a lot of friends, close friends, and this morning I started to think about them. How we lose touch with old friends.
I wonder why, after so many years, memories come popping up? Memories of happy times that took place once in a blue moon.
I would like to think that they may need a few moments of my attention. The sending of extra energy to those I have known. To those who I laughed with.
The card of the day is the Three of Swords. The hidden energy card is The Fool.
A new beginning. What will it include?
A new path?
The position it sits in is Vital Force = Information = Dream-time Soul Travel.
When the action has taken place and the aftermath is present, then we must learn to grieve. have sorrow for that which has passed. We grieve over our current state of transformation. Our current state of Death.
We pass from one veil to another. One plane of existence into another plane of existence.
Do you cry, when old memories creep up into your soul?
Do you laugh?
Do you dream with all your might, in the brightest light of the day?
Today is about taking a moment to remember, grieve over the loss of that which is gone, and move forward.
Yesterday spoke of letting go. Letting go of that which holds us down. Moving through our spiritual turbulence.
I will associate the card of the day to the loss of a special memento. The favorite sweater that keeps you warm. The scarf that adds that special pizzazz to your wardrobe. The ring that holds so much of your energy. Your favorite crystal that you use, when working a marvelous spell of joy and beauty.
Things can get lost within the shuffle of our busy day. Things disappear from our environment. They leave our plane of existence because it is time to move forward. We do not require it at this time. It is making room for something greater. Something even more wonderful. I know that our attachment is great. It pulls us and we feel lost at times with out that special object, but one thing is for sure, you are still alive.
You can still fly.
Time to travel with the tools you have in your pocket. The watch to keep time and place. The broom to guide and give direction. The pocket knife to cut through that which binds you. And last but not least, the canteen that holds the essence of life. It is all there. You travel light, for if you hold too much in your hands, then you can not guide and direct your item of transportation. Things must fall to the Earth, if you wish to fly higher. And believe me, I wish to fly above the clouds.
Sometimes we must lose things, in order to find a new gift, a new tool, that will allow us to shine even brighter.
I am not advising you to simply brush it off. You can grieve but you must also move with the cycle of change. Do not get stuck within the swamp of gloom and doom. Many people have traveled there and lost their way. Be strong and know that something wonderful will come from the loss of certain things. Something wonderful has already happened. You have decided to accept the change that is being given. Source knows what we need. Source knows what we require, in order to be and sustain, that wonderful state of light.
Blessed Be.
