Thursday 7.25.13:
How wonderful it is to have so many opportunities within our life. To be able to choose. To have many options in front of you. How wonderful to see the Good within our life.
The card of the day is Three of Swords. The hidden energy card is Judgement. The card sits in the position of Winter = reflection, transition, and release.
When others are joking around and hit a sore spot, you tend to let your Ego take over, and your feelings can get hurt.
I doubted every ounce of my decision, to move back to California, this morning. I doubted my self worth.
Have you ever been in this position?
I wanted to cry. I wanted to give up. I started to worry. I became angry and wanted to yell at Source for leading me here. Back to a place where my Faith was being tested. How strong am I? What have I been doing this whole time? Where do I want to go?
I had to turn things around. I think the cards are literally talking about pain and sorrow that is associated with change and judgement, not from others, but from our own self.
Our Wounded Child. The abandoned child that sits within us.
We must get use to the fact that seasons change. A winter must be experienced in order to understand the wonderful joy of the Sun in Spring. We must learn to survive through the harsh cold of winter. We must learn to prepare for it. Summer moves into Fall. Winter moves into Spring.
Should we just give up? Do we stop existing?
No!
This is our confirmation that we are strong. That we can move forward. We must look at the good within the clouds. There is always a silver lining. The storm is short lived. Pain and Sorrow must be acknowledged and then advised to move forward. The energy must flow. I know what my self worth is. I know what my gifts are. I know that there is so much good here in California. Source would not have brought me here. Source would not have made it possible. I also was accepting of the fact that I could have stayed in Texas. I was open to both possibilities. I decided on the journey. I wanted to come home. I wanted to be wonderful and great here in California. I am worthy of this.
I am worthy of a job that deals with Tarot and Spirituality. I am worthy of returning to school and learning. To achieve a goal that has been put on hold for the longest time. It is time for Aaron to advance. What is my next step?
You can put the energy out there and also affirm it, but if you have doubt or worry, then all of your hard work will be lost.
Today we must move past the doubt and fear. It will all take place. Can you feel it?
When you start to tear up for no reason today, please understand, that it is your spirit that is talking to you. Will you listen?
Your spirit is advising you that something wonderful is going to take place. Something spectacular is happening behind the scenes. Can you feel the stage moving? Do you see the props being rearranged? The Sun will surely shine again. I can feel it. Can you?
Blessed Be.
Wednesday 6.19.13:
A new day brings new beginnings. The card of the day is the Star. The hidden energy card is the Fool. The card sits in the position of Winter = reflection, transition, release.
Yesterday was a challenge. It took all the strength in me to not get up from my desk and walk out. I was fed up with everything around me and really missed my friends and family. I was a mess. With the destruction of Chaos comes clarity. The storm has passed and I am picking up the pieces. It is hard to be calm within the eye of the storm. To let the items swish around and hit you but it is all part of the process.
I am awake on this day and with a fresh outlook on life. I move through this day with clarity and find that there is always an answer.
I found that I really needed to take charge and speak up. I had to let go of the chains that I have placed on my life. The chains that keep me tied to the ground. I realized that I was allowing others to take control of the reins and drive me right off the cliff of negativity.
All I wanted to do was press the restart button but there was something more happening on the outside. Change was happening and I was resisting it. I understood that by going to bed last night, I would wake up with a changed outlook on life. I just had to make it through the day. I shut myself off. I pressed the pause button on the movie of my life and waited.
Waited for everything else to settle down, so that I could press play again.
Hope is in the air. Hope of a good day. The goal is there in front of me, all I have to do is keep on moving.
A new path has opened up. Hmmmm? That was not there yesterday.
Sometimes we are distracted by the very reality we have created. We must look past it. Look past the obstacle and see the answer.
Sometimes you have to be short and sweet with an entry. Some people only want to get down to the nitty gritty of things. Long winded people are rarely heard because humans sometimes want the cleft notes to life.
Oh, if it was that easy.
The challenge for today is to view your new path, new project, or new beginning and see one good thing about it.
Look at it and state "I see this wonderful path which contains *blank* and it is good".
Change your thought and change the circumstance.
Sometimes the answers can be found hidden in the memories of yesterday. Hidden in the absence of something. Hidden in actions that were taken to get you to here. At this very moment in time. This moment of greatness.
Blessed Be.
Saturday 6.1.13:
Since it is Saturday, I will be making this one short and sweet. Weekends were made for having fun and this Saturday is jammed packed with adventures, for me.
The card of the day is The Hanged Man. The hidden energy card is Death.
Sometimes we have to give a little in order to get a lot. Sometimes we have to let go of something or someone, in order to move forward. Transformation takes place with every step we take. With every thought we produce and release into the astral plane. The Universe hears our words and brings to us the exact essence of what was asked for.
What are you asking for?
It is time to deflect the negative energy, push it gently towards Source, and allow Love to flow from your spirit.
Everything happens for a reason. I always state this to people that are around me, when they have questions about why things take place. I also follow it up with an additional statement
"Everything happens for a reason and that reason is always good."
They may give me a weird look at times, when I first state this, but eventually they start to repeat it. The people around me begin to take on a new outlook on life. They understand that the reason is always good, but they just can not view it at that very moment. If they understand that good things will take place in times of struggle, then the struggle will not take away so much of their energy. They will not try to push against the flow of energy. They will allow it and know that only good will come of it.
Blessed Be.
