Monday 8.5.13:
The card of the day is The Ace of Cups. The hidden energy card is The Sun. The card sits in the position of Autumn = abundance, preparation, and Harvest.
What am I going to harvest today?
I have been planting wonderful seeds of love and joy. Planting them in the sand at the beach. Planting them within the hearts of those that I care for. Planting them in the cement that I walk on. They will surely grow. They are full of love.
The day speaks about Love. The day speaks about Abundance. We are receiving what is needed.
With every simple step we take, and every thought we think, there is a reaction.
Fill those thoughts with love.
Send love to that important meeting. Send love to your future destination. Send love to that moment in the past, when you felt pain, and see what happens. We can change our life. We can start now. This very second. I think that people forget this. They seem to think that there is no way out of the situation that they are in.
Source is providing us with comfort. Source is providing us with the ability to nourish the seed that we have planted.
The fruit will be delicious. It will be just what is needed to keep your body in tip top shape. It will give your spirit that extra boost of energy.
Think of it like a magic mushroom in the game "Super Mario".
That love will be a power up item. No chasing required. It will fall into your lap. It may be in the form of a relationship with someone else. It may be in the form of a relationship with your inner being.
It may be within this very moment.
It is there. We simply have to recognize it. Know your self worth and move forward. Move into the light. Step back on your path. Your cup is running over. So many wonderful things to choose from. So many wonderful items. So choose. There is no wrong. There is no bad. There is only good.
Blessed Be.
Saturday 8.3.13:
The card of the day is Patience = Temperance. The hidden energy card is The Star. The card sits in the position of Autumn = abundance, preparation, and harvest.
There are moments that we must change the direction that we are walking. We must move this way and that way.
We must adjust our goal.
The Temperance card is revealing the gift of love and healing.
Healing can be a painful process. Sometimes we are not looking to be healed. We love to relish in the sympathy that is given to us by others.
Today will contain an abundance of healing.
Source is supplying us with so much positive energy that there is only one state of perfection to exist within.
It may not be what was expected. It may not look like what was wanted. You will surely get what is needed.
Go from there.
The cards are reminding us that we need to start with what is known. I am healed. I am whole.
The rest will be taken care of.
The path will be revealed.
I can only advise you about the task at hand. Keep your goal in mind.
Understand that even a detour can lead you to greatness. Eventually the vehicle will lead you home.
Blessed Be.
Monday 7.29.13:
The card of the day is Fertility = The Empress. The hidden energy card is the Lovers. The card sits in the position of Water = emotions, initiation, and rejuvenation.
I woke up, with the expectation, of registering for classes and receiving a Pell Grant, in order to return to school and finish my Associates Degree.
Expectations will only lead to Disappointment. Remember this lesson. We must never expect a certain situation to happen in a certain way. This would cause us to be disappointed with the outcome. If you were expecting a chocolate cake for your Birthday and received Carrot Cake (which you hate) then surely you would be disappointed.
If you were expecting 20 people for a dinner party and 50 show up, then surely you would be disappointed.
Disappointment is the act of regret. Regret is the act of thinking "lack of".
I will get to the energy of today after I write about a few of my feelings. Today is about feelings and emotions.
I really do want to write a book about how a Mystic gets depressed and that we are not always full of positive thoughts.
The book would be about how to get past the initial feelings of loss. The initial feelings of regret. The initial feelings of "lack of". The book would be geared towards everyone who wishes to advance in their spiritual practice. It would advise them on what certain things may feel like, according to my experience, and how I worked through it.
I do not wake up everyday with great joy in my heart. I also deal with thoughts of worry, doubt, and fear.
Sometimes I want to sit in my own self pity and cry. It is only natural. We are all human.
I woke up with an expectation, and when that expectation was not met, I started to go off on a rampage. I complained. I lifted up my fist at the sky and shook it very hard at Source. I was very hurt. I wanted to cry.
Have you ever wanted to go out on the pier, or climb a tall mountain, and throw rocks at the sky, in hope that it will get Source's attention by poking him/her in the eye.
"Now that I have your attention Source. Can you please help me? This being of light that has been listening to every command that you state. This wonderful person who is willing to give up all that is material, in order to aid others on their journey. Ya! This person who only wishes to be happy. This Mystic needs a fellow Mystic to talk with. Can you please pay a little more attention to me?"
Attention.
Even children of God need a little Source Time.
Now that I think about it. If I was given two minutes of time with Source's undivided attention, I would not talk about my problems. I would just sit in silence and know that everything is perfect. I may complain now and wish that I could walk right up to Source and state that I am upset, but in all of It's greatness, I would surely be filled with only love. The small things that I am complaining about are non important. They are simply items.
This is how I work through my Ego. This is how I work through my doubt. I would imagine myself bringing it up to Source and in turn they just do not seem so big. They are not that important.
I am living. I still exist. I am still here. Everything works out in my favor. I know this is Truth. I am simply trying to be like that boulder in the river. The one that sits and wants the current flow of energy to stop.
I must allow all things to take place and know that there is only good in my life.
Now. Back to the energy of the day.
The energy is about emotions. Female energy. Abundance. Today is about everything working out in your favor. So what if you did not get to register for college today. So what?! So what, if you did not get the job you wanted. So what?!
The path is still ahead of you. You are still walking. It is okay to throw a fit. It is okay to be mad. It is okay to try and throw rocks at Source's eye. In the end we are still loved. We are still blessed. Source does not look at us and state "oh he is being a real Asshole. I am going to put him in a time out. "
We put our self in a time out. It is when we are in worry, in doubt, and in fear that we are sitting in a corner. Source is the one who asks us every second "Are you ready to receive love?"
Blessed Be.
Saturday 7.27.13:
The card of the day is the Two of Wands. The hidden energy card is The Fool. The card sits in the position of Autumn = abundance, preparation, and Harvest.
There are moments when we look out of our window and dream. We dream about the wants and needs of our current life. We dream about what can and will take place.
I had a dream last night that involved so much spiritual information and a person named Kaligula. Everyone was waiting for this person within the caverns of a mountain. The dirt was orange. People wore red shorts and some were even naked.
This person did not arrive.
I was then taken to a place where I was a spiritual teacher. I was advising my students about the thoughts we contain within our mind.
I advised them that they should always carry a pencil, a pen, and a hair band with them. I then started to use the hairband as an item to teach them about our thoughts.
I held the hairband between my thumb and pointer finger of each hand. I moved it in a side to side motion. I advised my students that there are two types of energy. The high level energy that are positive thoughts and the low level energy that are negative thoughts. When we think of positive things the hairband will start to attract like energy and it will bring about other positive items within their life. When we think negative then the hairband will move downward and attract negative energy and circumstances. Then there are times when we are moving between the high and low of energy planes and will attract things out of default. This is what Esther and Jerry Hicks call "creating by default".
What do you want to create?
If you are wanting good and positive things within your life, then think of other good and positive things. Advise Source that they are within your environment. If you wish to be successful then start with your self worth.
Sometimes we wonder what will be next. There are times when we just want anything to happen. We do not care as long as it is something that will get us to our next destination.
We must put intent behind that thought.
What do you really want?
If you sell yourself short then you will always be creating by default.
It is time to look at your canvas and paint!
I want a tree here! So, paint it!
I want flowers in the garden. Do it!
There is nothing that is stopping you.
It is time to let the energy flow and create with great intent. It is time to recognize the good in your life. It is time to take that step in a positive direction.
Blessed Be.
Wednesday 6.5.13:
The card of the day is the Two of Coins. The hidden energy card is the Star.
The card sits in the position of Astral Travel = vital force, information, dream time.
What do you do when others look to you for light?
It can be difficult when others turn to you for a spiritual answer. They can be upset that things work out in a negative way. They can be combative and irritated with a positive answer. How do you try and lift them up, so that they do not hit rock bottom. Sometimes they are looking for a negative answer so that they can justify a negative reaction. When you are being supportive, they may be resistant at first, but you are only looking out for their best interest.
Balance comes in many forms. I am going to relate the Two of Coins to death and life. Everyday someone dies. Everyday someone is born. The scales tip from one to the other. Since the coins are related to Earth, I can relate it to our body. The body is made up of many organisms and cells that are the manifestation of spirit. The vessel made of clay is just like the vessel made of flesh.
Transformation is related to spirit. It is our goal that must be manifested in to our environment.
How can we move forward? How much more of a cleaning do we need within our life?
Sometimes the spirit must leave the vessel, in order to advance into the next level of existence. Sometimes death of one body must take place, in order for the spirit to return to Source. To return to the great Universe.
I always look at Death as transformation. When someone asks me why does Death happen, I immediately turn in the character Wednesday from the Adams Family, and respond with "We were dying since the day we were born. It is part of the cycle and must take place in order for the lesson to be learned."
Sometimes they are receptive to the answer and other times they are not.
I do not want to sympathize with them too much, because they will be hearing it a lot during the coming weeks. I do follow it up with another statement "Grief is part of life and we all must go through it. It is okay to cry, to feel pain, to be upset. The biggest lesson, you must learn, is to know when to move forward".
The grieving part is just the process of transformation. Some may wish to hold onto it, but in their heart of hearts, they know that the spirit will move forward without the vessel. The spirit will nudge them in the right direction. If the vessel wishes not to move forward, then the spirit will kick them in the butt, and push them to Live.
Grief is only a fraction of this lifetime. Seconds within our day. Let us remember that the person who has passed, has a spirit, that is moving toward the great river of love. Moving toward their own existence. We should do the same. Celebrate the life they lived, not the fact that they are not of this plane of existence.
Today is a day of value, of worth. The scale must be tipped. Tipped towards the abundance of life. Of love. Good morning! It is time to check the fuck in to your life....and live!
Blessed Be.
Tuesday 6.4.13:
The card of the day is the Ace of Coins. The hidden energy card is the Tower. The position, the card sits in, is Fairies = enchantment, playtime, and environment.
What does money mean to you?
Does it control your every thought and action?
Are you willing to have none or to have a lot?
Are you driven by the ambition to have more than everyone else?
Did you know that, at this very moment, you have all that you need. The money is there. It sits behind the curtain of the stage. You are setting the props up. Why not place a big pile of cash in the middle of the stage and call the show "Abundance: a form of prosperity".
Do you think people would show up and watch it?
Of course!
With every transaction you perform, with your money, you create a thought. Either you think that you are losing money or that you will gain money.
Money is energy. It leaves our hands and moves out into the Universe. Eventually, without thought, it comes back to us in small trickles or abundant streams. A waterfall of cash.
Money can also be the shackle that keeps us tied to the ground. It can stop our spirit from floating free in the sky above.
Money can keep us locked into the shadow of a job that we do not like. Money can keep us in debt.
A simple exercise to release that energy of "lack of" is to take your bills, place your hands on them, and state, "Source will provide me the means to take care of these bills".
This act will allow the energy to flow. Now, do not think that Source will allow you to live a life style of debt. Source will provide the means to live debt free, but you also must change the way we look at money, and how you spend it.
Next time you are out and wanting to spend money on something, ask yourself "do I really need it".
You will either change your view about spending or Source will do it for you. The Tower will eventually fall and everything inside, that is not needed, will be destroyed.
The tides are changing. Once you come to the realization that money has no control over your happiness, then things will start to work out in your favor. Once you realize that you do not need to stay unhappy at a certain job, then the worry about losing your job will disappear. Work will be work. You can do anything that you want and be taken care of to the fullest, if you trust Source, and know that when you work in harmony with the energy around you, prosperity and abundance will come knocking at your door. Trust me, sometimes we have to leap without thought of what the outcome could be, in order to understand that only good can happen.
Even if you were to spend your money on things not needed, you can view it in a different way, by stating "more will come to me".
By asking the question "do I need this?" will get you thinking. That is the greatest lesson. To think before you act.
Is this within alignment of my Divine plan?
There are times when we hold onto money, even though we have more than enough, and try not to spend. Being to frugal can also block energy and movement. If you have it, then use it. Give it away with the intent that there is more than enough. Help those you love. Give to those who you feel really need it. Invest in your self. Today is the day of Prosperity. Create and understand that everything is energy. Money is energy. You are energy. Give, Give, Give in order to Receive, Receive, Receive!
Understand that you can not sit and wait for it to come into your life. You have to keep moving. Simply know that if you are walking in the light, then all things will be taken care of. It may not look exactly how you would like it to be, but it will be what is needed.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday 5.7.13:
The card of the day is the Empress. The hidden energy card is the Moon.
Our journey can be filled with dangerous situations. We learned, from the warrior, that there is a time to fight and a time to sit back and let things take place. The Moon speaks about that journey and the danger of it, but evolution must take a risk. In order to grow, you have to evolve, and take on a new shape and form.
Sometimes we have to speak up and be heard. To give a battle cry to let others know that "I am not afraid. That I am here."
This is not to start a war, but to bring truth to the situation, and allow wonderful and great things to transpire. Transformation must be given a chance to, well, transform. To take on a new shape and form.
The process may hurt. The process may seem scary. One thing is for sure, that we are constantly searching for great and wonderful ways to exist. To shine within the dark. To be the great "I AM".
Did you know that when we find dis-comfort and dis-ease, our spirit and body, is advising us that something is wrong. We are not within alignment with our Divine Plan. When we are faced with the ability to state something into existence, we must first understand if it is coming from a state of Ego or from Spirit.
Source will never lead us down a path of danger. Abundance is around every corner. The Empress, will approach everything with the intent to create good. To create the best product, fruit, or tool that is needed. We reap what we sow. I do not wish to reap in confusion and a stagnant state of being.
I always ask my clients, "What happens to water when it sits for a long time and is not moving? It becomes stagnant. It produces nothing good, but the Bog of Eternal Stench". (Labyrinth reference...)
The water must keep running, must keep moving. We are beings of light that are constantly wanting to evolve. To be better. To be of light.
The Empress states to me that everything must have a time of Birth. A new idea must be born into reality. The pain may be harsh, but we move through it. The cycle must take place.
I never related the Warrior to a mother giving birth, but something has just clicked in my mind, that giving birth is the greatest battle that takes place in our physical world. The Goddess within every mother, and person, must come through. Divine must take hold and produce. The Birthing experience is out of our hands. It may only take a minute, a day, a year, but one thing is for certain; you will have to go through it.
Breathe. That is the true technique. When your Ego wants to step in, breathe. When your spirit takes over, breathe. When the battle begins....breathe. This will ease the pain and allow you to give birth to that wonderful idea...that wonderful dream...called Life.
Blessed Be.
