Thursday 7.4.13:
As I have been away from my family, I started to really stress about their mortality, and how far away I am from them. What would happen if a certain accident took place and I was not able to get home. Do you sometimes think this way?
The worst is sure to take place if you pay attention to it.
I always have to kick my Ego in the butt, when it visits my mind, with these sort of thoughts.
The card of the day is the Four of Cups. The hidden energy card is the Star. The card sits in the position of Silver = Goddess and insight.
There are times within a Mystic's life that so much is being offered, they can not see the true answer in front of them.
It may look gray in color. It may look like a small present. The cup may seem small. Too small to hold anything of great size and proportion, but it is just enough.
We must keep our eye on the dream that we have set before us. The dream to be wonderful. That is all that really matters. The dream to shine. The dream to exist.
There are times that we forget this goal, while we walk on our path of greatness. We take wrong turns, detours, and get stuck in the mud.
Do you feel stuck in the mud?
What if the answer to all your worries and fear, was simply to exist, and move with the heartbeat of the Universe?
What do you think the heartbeat of the Universe sounds like?
Does it sound like a normal human heartbeat?
Does it sound like the crashing of waves against the shore?
Does it sound like the song of a bird?
Maybe it is simply silence. Peace and quiet.
No matter what, it is filled with love.
In turn your answer is also filled with love.
The question can be asked in different ways and phrases but you must understand that the answer can only come from love.
What is your next step?
You must move forward with great love and intent.
Do not lose sight of what you wish to be. Of who you wish to become.
When I was working at my last job, I would come home stressed, and in turn would state to my loved one "I am not happy!"
Do you think Source was telling me to sit and wait? To see what good things could transpire?
Nope.
Source was telling me to get up and do something. To find that spiritual balance. I stayed with the intent to learn from my experience. I found a dream within the stress and worry. I learned that I really wanted to take my skill as a Tarot reader to the next level. I wanted to learn a new technique of healing. I wanted to learn how to work with crystals.
I moved forward and Source has brought many great people into my life, here in Austin. I decided to leave my job and move forward. I tried. I experienced. I am now wiser. I know that things will work out in my favor, for they always do. I know that the job can not make nor break me. It is simply a job. I also had to understand that everything in my life is guiding me on my spiritual path. What may seem like an opportunity to make money and be successful, turns out to be another spiritual lesson. The Mystic is always learning.
I decided to go with the flow of energy, and against the flow of illusion, in order to create happiness. I am now happy. I am a little worried but I have to keep my eye on my dream.
I exist with or without the items in my life. I exist with or without money. I exist with or without the financial stability of a common job. There are so many opportunities out there and about half of the people on this earth are taking advantage of the good within their life.
I think it is time to step into my good. Are you ready to step into yours?
Blessed Be.
Monday 6.17.13:
The card of the day is the Six of Wands. The hidden energy card is Judgement. The position that the card sits in is Silver = Goddess and insight.
We leave the harsh cold of winter behind us, moving from one state of existence to the next. Small battles take up our time and energy. When we enter into the great battle of who we really are, then we must pull from all our resources. We see the big picture and understand that some battles could have been avoided. Will we win this battle?
Will we be able to keep the enemy at bay?
The gate is locked but who are we trying to keep out?
Your enemy hides within the shadow of the sunset. The enemy is not outside your castle. The enemy is hidden within.
By allowing death to take place, transformation can proceed with great movement. Death does not mean that the vessel will be dissolved. Death can be spiritual. Your spirit may need to be put to rest, so that the fire of life, can burn through all the sludge, and the spirit can be reborn. We must look within for the answer.
As I sit here and write this message, I am listening to Larisa Stow's song "Kalikayei".
The Goddess Kali destroys that which is not needed in our life and pushes us to grow. She allows the obstacle to be eliminated, even if we think it is not an obstacle, and she propels us on our journey. Pushes us to the next stage. Some are willing to accept it and others refuse.
The fire of spiritual enlightenment may burn with great pain but it is needed. We must let go of the past and move forward into the light. The light of a new day.
Wake up sleepy heads...
It is time to shine. Time to show everyone your light.
Time to expand your state of being. It is time to become that wonderful person that you were born to be. A being of love. A being of light.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday 5.7.13:
The card of the day is the Empress. The hidden energy card is the Moon.
Our journey can be filled with dangerous situations. We learned, from the warrior, that there is a time to fight and a time to sit back and let things take place. The Moon speaks about that journey and the danger of it, but evolution must take a risk. In order to grow, you have to evolve, and take on a new shape and form.
Sometimes we have to speak up and be heard. To give a battle cry to let others know that "I am not afraid. That I am here."
This is not to start a war, but to bring truth to the situation, and allow wonderful and great things to transpire. Transformation must be given a chance to, well, transform. To take on a new shape and form.
The process may hurt. The process may seem scary. One thing is for sure, that we are constantly searching for great and wonderful ways to exist. To shine within the dark. To be the great "I AM".
Did you know that when we find dis-comfort and dis-ease, our spirit and body, is advising us that something is wrong. We are not within alignment with our Divine Plan. When we are faced with the ability to state something into existence, we must first understand if it is coming from a state of Ego or from Spirit.
Source will never lead us down a path of danger. Abundance is around every corner. The Empress, will approach everything with the intent to create good. To create the best product, fruit, or tool that is needed. We reap what we sow. I do not wish to reap in confusion and a stagnant state of being.
I always ask my clients, "What happens to water when it sits for a long time and is not moving? It becomes stagnant. It produces nothing good, but the Bog of Eternal Stench". (Labyrinth reference...)
The water must keep running, must keep moving. We are beings of light that are constantly wanting to evolve. To be better. To be of light.
The Empress states to me that everything must have a time of Birth. A new idea must be born into reality. The pain may be harsh, but we move through it. The cycle must take place.
I never related the Warrior to a mother giving birth, but something has just clicked in my mind, that giving birth is the greatest battle that takes place in our physical world. The Goddess within every mother, and person, must come through. Divine must take hold and produce. The Birthing experience is out of our hands. It may only take a minute, a day, a year, but one thing is for certain; you will have to go through it.
Breathe. That is the true technique. When your Ego wants to step in, breathe. When your spirit takes over, breathe. When the battle begins....breathe. This will ease the pain and allow you to give birth to that wonderful idea...that wonderful dream...called Life.
Blessed Be.
