The Nature of Today's Energy 8.10.13: See Your Good

Saturday 8.10.13: 

The card of the day is Awareness = The Magician. The hidden energy card is The Lovers. The card sits in the position of Obsidian = grounding and shielding. 

Sometimes you ask Source for a sign. You ask for Divine Intervention. I had to remember the energy of the week. That what we need may not show up how we want it to. Sometimes you must complain. Sometimes you can not stay positive and upbeat every moment. 

Maybe you are frustrated. I was this morning. I really needed to throw a tantrum. I let it go. I put my Faith in the flow of energy. It was hard. 

The frustration with the process was taking over. 

Then great things happened. My needs were met. They did not show up as expected. Then again they never do. 

But the good was recognized. 

We contain the tools needed to keep our choices grounded to good. To keep it attached. It is time for you to use them. No matter how frustrated you get, the tools are always there. 

Blessed Be.

The Nature of Today's Energy 7.29.13: Expectations will only lead you to Disappointments

Monday 7.29.13:

The card of the day is Fertility = The Empress. The hidden energy card is the Lovers. The card sits in the position of Water = emotions, initiation, and rejuvenation. 

I woke up, with the expectation, of registering for classes and receiving a Pell Grant, in order to return to school and finish my Associates Degree. 
Expectations will only lead to Disappointment. Remember this lesson. We must never expect a certain situation to happen in a certain way. This would cause us to be disappointed with the outcome. If you were expecting a chocolate cake for your Birthday and received Carrot Cake (which you hate) then surely you would be disappointed. 
If you were expecting 20 people for a dinner party and 50 show up, then surely you would be disappointed. 

Disappointment is the act of regret. Regret is the act of thinking "lack of". 

I will get to the energy of today after I write about a few of my feelings. Today is about feelings and emotions. 

I really do want to write a book about how a Mystic gets depressed and that we are not always full of positive thoughts. 
The book would be about how to get past the initial feelings of loss. The initial feelings of regret. The initial feelings of "lack of". The book would be geared towards everyone who wishes to advance in their spiritual practice. It would advise them on what certain things may feel like, according to my experience, and how I worked through it. 
I do not wake up everyday with great joy in my heart. I also deal with thoughts of worry, doubt, and fear. 
Sometimes I want to sit in my own self pity and cry. It is only natural. We are all human. 

I woke up with an expectation, and when that expectation was not met, I started to go off on a rampage. I complained. I lifted up my fist at the sky and shook it very hard at Source. I was very hurt. I wanted to cry. 

Have you ever wanted to go out on the pier, or climb a tall mountain, and throw rocks at the sky, in hope that it will get Source's attention by poking him/her in the eye. 
"Now that I have your attention Source. Can you please help me? This being of light that has been listening to every command that you state. This wonderful person who is willing to give up all that is material, in order to aid others on their journey. Ya! This person who only wishes to be happy. This Mystic needs a fellow Mystic to talk with. Can you please pay a little more attention to me?"

Attention. 
Even children of God need a little Source Time. 

Now that I think about it. If I was given two minutes of time with Source's undivided attention, I would not talk about my problems. I would just sit in silence and know that everything is perfect. I may complain now and wish that I could walk right up to Source and state that I am upset, but in all of It's greatness, I would surely be filled with only love. The small things that I am complaining about are non important. They are simply items. 

This is how I work through my Ego. This is how I work through my doubt. I would imagine myself bringing it up to Source and in turn they just do not seem so big. They are not that important.

I am living. I still exist. I am still here. Everything works out in my favor. I know this is Truth. I am simply trying to be like that boulder in the river. The one that sits and wants the current flow of energy to stop. 
I must allow all things to take place and know that there is only good in my life. 

Now. Back to the energy of the day. 

The energy is about emotions. Female energy. Abundance. Today is about everything working out in your favor. So what if you did not get to register for college today. So what?! So what, if you did not get the job you wanted. So what?! 
The path is still ahead of you. You are still walking. It is okay to throw a fit. It is okay to be mad. It is okay to try and throw rocks at Source's eye. In the end we are still loved. We are still blessed. Source does not look at us and state "oh he is being a real Asshole. I am going to put him in a time out. "

We put our self in a time out. It is when we are in worry, in doubt, and in fear that we are sitting in a corner. Source is the one who asks us every second "Are you ready to receive love?"

Blessed Be. 

The Nature of Today's Energy 12/26/11

  The Lovers.
The energy will be about choices. Some cards show a man having to make a decision between two women. One is loyal and kind. The other is promiscuous and contains no morals. Some cards show a picture of a man having to make a choice on which path to take. A path of light or dark.
Then there are cards that just show two people in love and sitting on top of them is the blessing from the Divine. One thing that is always kept in mind when looking at the Lovers Card is the relationship. What relationship do you wish to have? What choice are you going to make today?
Keep in mind that it is up to you to either be happy or unhappy. You can choose any path but with it comes consequences. Consequences are neither good or bad, they are just a reaction to the choice you made. We move forward with our choice, and in the process of it we wonder why there is suffering. We cry out for change to take place, but remember that you made a decision to walk this path. Love is always around you. Love is always there. Love never leaves you. The real question is do you love yourself? Do you love yourself enough to walk away from the things that are hurting you. To say Good bye to those who are not willing to listen. To say Good bye to people and places that you wish to hold onto. To say Good bye to the past and say Hello to your great future.

Blessed Be.

The Nature of Today's Energy 10/17/11

  The Lovers.
Again we come to choices, decisions, and intent. This card does not really speak of love. It speaks of the many choices we have to choose from. Do we go left, right, or stay in the center? Do you color within the lines or out of the them? Do we love one person or find someone new? What ever you choose, and what ever you decide, know that you will be taken to your next destination. You can either take the short way or the long way home. The real lesson here is about moving forward and making a decision. Do not let your Ego get in the way and stop you dead in your tracks. Do not sit and think about which way to go too long. Know that what ever you decide will lead you to greatness.

Blessed Be.

The Nature of Today's Energy 10/4/11

   The Lovers.
This card just loves to repeat itself. The lesson is about choices. I will apply this card to the Cups suit. The cups are about decisions and choices in our life. During the creation process, we find ourselves looking at the color, make, and model of the item that we desire. We are fine tuning the description of our desire so that when it arrives to the third stage of creation, we have clarity. We can say to the Universe...."This is what I desire. It is green with pink stripes. It moves with grace and ease. It will contain an answer to a question that I have. It will take place in a park.
All of these are descriptions of what is wanted. Remember though that the Universe will bring us exactly what is needed or the essence of our desire. Find clarity within the decisions and choices that you have before you. Understand that no matter what road you decide to take, all of them lead you to home. So it is up to you if you want to take the long way around or the short way. Heck! Make your own road that has not been traveled on. Put it together piece by piece, stone by stone, tiny speck of dirt by tiny speck of dirt. Create.

Affirmation:
  All the relationships in my life contain value and worth.

The Nature of Today's Energy 9/24/11

I picked this card again as a lesson card. I decided to re-post an older blog. Keep moving forward with your process.
    
   The Lovers.

From the Emperor to the Lovers. From the Lovers to the Emperor. What are the spirits trying to tell us? What could be the lesson? I turn to my spirit guide....
"You are over thinking this lesson. You are trying to put them together, when they are separate. Look to the West for your answer. Look to the End of things."
She does not speak of anything else. What do I get from this message. Well, I understand that relationships are always around us. We sometimes look to them for clarity. We sometimes cling to them for identity. I am advising you to let go of the relationships that no longer bring you happiness. Let go of the relationships that bring you down. Let go of them and move forward into the light. Move forward with love. Know that it is right around the corner and it is waiting with arms wide open. Imagine a person waiting for you with their arms wide open. Ready to hold you through the good and bad times. Ready to nurture you for once in your life. Ready to love you for who you really are. For all you are worth.


Affirmation:
    All the relationship in my life contain value and worth.

The Nature of Today's Energy 9/9/11

  The Lovers.
From the Emperor to the Lovers. From the Lovers to the Emperor. What are the spirits trying to tell us? What could be the lesson? I turn to my spirit guide....
"You are over thinking this lesson. You are trying to put them together, when they are separate. Look to the West for your answer. Look to the End of things."
She does not speak of anything else. What do I get from this message. Well, I understand that relationships are always around us. We sometimes look to them for clarity. We sometimes cling to them for identity. I am advising you to let go of the relationships that no longer bring you happiness. Let go of the relationships that bring you down. Let go of them and move forward into the light. Move forward with love. Know that it is right around the corner and it is waiting with arms wide open. Imagine a person waiting for you with their arms wide open. Ready to hold you through the good and bad times. Ready to nurture you for once in your life. Ready to love you for who you really are. For all you are worth.

Affirmation:
  All the relationship in my life contain value and worth.

The Nature of Today's Energy 9/1/11

  The Lovers.
I am playing the song "I love you like a love song" by Selena Gomez and the Scene. What does this tell me about the energy of today? Well the card is talking about choices we make regarding our heart and how we handle it. Do we handle with care or handle with fear? Why are we afraid of love? Why is it that we as humans can not come to love ourselves?
  Today is about moving with your best foot forward in regards to love. Making decisions that contain heart ,or "handle with care" in regards to your heart. Look at yourself in the mirror today and tell that person looking back at you, that you really do love them. You really do love every bit and part of the great instrument that the Universe has blessed you with. Understand that no one can take your flame from you. No one can take your light. You are the only person that can give it away. So give it to any little thing that pleases you, but ask yourself "Is this person, place, or thing worth my light?"
  If so, then shine and burn as bright as the sun. Bless them with your existence. Let your energy flow to that thing, and know that with every beat of your heart you plant a seed of love.

 Affirmation:
  All the relationships in my life contain value and worth.