Wednesday 9.4.13:
The card of the day is Temptation = The Devil. The hidden energy card is The Sun. The card sits in the position of Obsidian = grounding, shielding, and void.
You can get stuck within your own self pity.
"Oh how things are simply not working out in your favor. It is so bad. My life is not going where I thought it would be going. I am not worthy. I am not enough. I can not do it."
Have you heard this dialogue? Do you speak of this?
I find my inner mind trying to feed my spirit this sort of junk.
Temptation is all around you. The temptation to recognize your unworthiness. The temptation to see only bad. To know only evil. To eat everything in sight because you are feeling down and out.
To feel depressed. To feel sad.
When I think of Temptation, it reminds me of my days of going out to the clubs and having fun, and the hang over the next day. The temptation to not care about what will take place later. The temptation to just give up and let go.
Let go of what?
Your self worth?
I went for a walk and decided that the spirits and the cards are speaking of our self worth. The Devil card can advise us that we are not worthy.
Did you know that you are worthy of everything within your state of existence?
This inner truth and knowledge is like the smile on your face when you notice the beauty of the flowers or when the wind blows and you can feel Source within its presence. The presence of pure existence.
What false addictions are you believing? What are you giving power to?
"Oh but they advised me that I am not worthy. That I can not go anywhere else due to the economy. That change is not possible. I can not leave my job or else I will lose my house. I am not worthy because I am not working at this very moment. I am not worthy of my good because I am not being productive."
Who is stating this to you?
"Well, no one is stating this to me Aaron. I just know they are thinking this."
Want to know a secret?
Most likely at that very moment that you are thinking this about the people around you, they are thinking this same thought as well. Only it is about them and how you may be viewing their self worth.
No one is really better than any one else. They may have more money than you. Others may contain more knowledge. Some may have extra items that create the picture of perfectness.
But they are no better than you.
Did you know that we are all the same. We are worthy of only good. We are worthy of what is needed.
With more items of responsibility comes more responsibility.
The Devil card will make sure you know of this. The Devil card can remind you that you are holding yourself back with the lack of self worth.
"I am stuck here because the chains are around my wrists."
The chains were placed there by you. The wall was built by you.
Don't you think it is time to break it down?
The Sun card is the hidden energy card of the day. Understand that the clouds may be covering it but the Sun still is shinning. Do not worry. Good is within your life. The answer is there. When you allow Source to lead you then greatness happens with every step.
Blessed Be.
Sunday 9.1.13:
The card of the day is Three of Cups. The hidden energy card is The Tower. The card sits in the position of Obsidian = grounding, shielding, and void.
Sometimes you have to celebrate the destruction within your life, in order to recognize that which is good. I decided to break my streak of good eating and enjoy what ever was in front of me. A lovely donut for breakfast, bagel for lunch, soda and candy for a snack, and peanut butter sandwiches for dinner, to round things off.
I was tired of being so called "good". I was tired of always stating, "oh no. I can not have that for it will surely make me fat."
I was missing out. I decided to enjoy my life for the moment. I do not want to care about what may take place. I was feeling a little depressed and needed to just let go. My intention is to not care anymore, get fat, and then complain about how ugly I feel. I simply wanted to enjoy and be happy for a little while. I start the diet on Tuesday. It is time to start over. To purge myself of any harmful desire. To help my spirit understand that it is okay to fall down sometimes.
I know that I must get back on that spiritual bike and begin my journey again with protein, vegetables, and fruits.
I am not stating that I am eating everything in site. I am also not stating that I am eating until I throw up. I learned my lesson of gluttony in a past life.
I am simply stating that sometimes you have to enjoy the good within your life. Taste a little of this and a little of that. There is always tomorrow. You can certainly start your journey tomorrow. I once had a spiritual practice. I must return to it. I must also stay fit.
The destruction of change is happening all around. It is time to succumb to it. To let it destroy all that which is around you. Destroy the elements that are not needed at this time. They will return. Believe me.
I know that the energy is speaking about celebration but there are moments when you do not feel like jumping up and down with joy. That is okay. Maybe you should start small. Start with a party hat. My niece had three of them in her hand yesterday and gave me one. I decided to put it on. My mood changed a few minutes later. There is something about a party hat that can make a person smile.
Remember that we must live in this moment. Live in this moment with joy in our heart. Put on your party hat and dance.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday 7.16.13
The card of the day is the Solitude = The Hermit. The hidden energy card is Judgement. The card sits in the position of Obsidian = grounding, shielding, and void.
It is time to settle in to my new surrounding. My new place of existence. I had to surround myself with great energy and positive thoughts in order to keep my Ego at bay.
I am walking a new path. A path of information.
It was a busy day. This entry will be short.
There are times when you make a decision for the better. The Moon card has been speaking to me. No matter what path you choose, there will be obstacles set before you.
You must choose the path that will benefit you the most. What lesson do you want to learn?
Sometimes the road less traveled will benefit you the most. You will receive confirmation of just how strong you are. You will know that the danger sign ahead is a blessing, for it will test your endurance. You will know victory.
We all must walk down a path. We all must walk into the dark forest. The thing you must remember is that there is always a way out. There is always a light at the end. Do not let your Ego cause you to worry. Everything will work out in your favor. You just have to keep stating it until it becomes part of your existence.
Blessed Be.
