The Nature of Today's Energy 5/29/2014: What Are You Spending Your Energy On?

As I was sitting in my car, thinking about today's entry, the song "Let it Be" was playing on the radio. 

I was inspired to write. 

What are you spending your energy on?

Who are you spending your energy on?

You are receiving valuable information from Source this week and the question you should be asking yourself is, "What am I going to do with it?" 

The spirits are advising us to pull back the energy you have been throwing out into the great wide open. Pull back the energy that has no intent behind it. 

Spend your energy on your goal. 

Supply that seed with the love and perfection that it desires. 

To me the song "Let it Be" is asking us to reach a state of "Okay" in order for us to see the answer. 

The answer is always around you. It is not hidden. We hide it by putting our fingers in front of our eyes. 

I had to pull additional cards for this entry. The Spirits are stating that we must look at our goal in a new light. 

What do you really want? 

I really need to take a look at what I want this Blog to develop into. 

The cards also apply to me. What is my goal?

My goal is to return to writing about what I know. Cards and Spirituality. 

I know that it starts with our self. Our energy. Your energy. My energy. 

It is time to let go and let it be. I am going to lift my arms up and state to the Universe "I am ready!"

The answer will be revealed. Kind of like the new color books they have at the toy store. Where you scratch the pad and a picture is revealed. 

The information comes in blotches. In the end you reveal the symbol. Now it is time to reveal your symbol. 

Blessed Be.

The Nature of Today's Energy 7.1.13: Spiritual Adrenaline Junkie

Monday 7.1.13:

The card of the day is the Four of Coins. The hidden energy card is Temperance. The card sits in the position of Amethyst = psychic abilities and behavior patterns.

Have you ever wondered what happens to us when we decide to go against the flow of energy? 

Our spirit screams with a great alarm and bangs against our bones. It rattles us to the core. The only thing to do is listen but our body thinks this pain and discomfort is normal. 

When I decided to leave my temporary job (I see all of my day jobs that pay the bills as a temporary job, because I am simply working to work), I had to work through my Ego. It was advising me that if I did not work a normal job, then I would die and not exist. 

I had to laugh. I had to really listen to my spirit and ask "will I die if I am not working?"

My spirit returned with an answer "NO".

Who was I to believe more?

Sometimes the only path you can take is the one that is set before you. Sometimes you can not see what is behind the mountain that sits in front of you. It may scare you as you think of the worst case scenario. There could be a cliff or a gap so wide that you surely will have to turn around and start over. That you will have climbed it for nothing. 

Then, I begin to think about a rock climber. Their only motive is to reach the top. It is not to get to the other side. They look at the view, climb back down, and proceed to plan the next great adventure.

The rock climber is only looking for the recognition, from their inner self, that they are strong enough. 

To be strong enough. 

Are you looking for the same thing? 

Or are you climbing the mountain for someone else?

Either way, you will reach the top, look down at what is before you, and understand that it was the best adventure in the world.

Haha! 

I guess you could call me a spiritual adrenaline junkie. Always wanting to jump off the cliff, like the Fool card, in order to get a rush from that first step into the unknown. I do not think I am alone but I do think that there are those out there who think the same as me. Who leave jobs every so often because their spirit advises them to. Who move from one place to another, hoping to find their way home. Sounds familiar?

Do not give up hope. When I first recognized this pattern in my life, I thought there was something wrong with me, and I proceeded to push against the flow of energy. Then I began to meditate and really listen to Source. I was the connection that energy needed to flow through. I know now that everything works out in my favor and in turn I can be that beacon of hope to others. To aid them in knowing that if they decide to jump, then they will be okay. That the mountain is simply a mountain, and the top is a moment of clarity. Proof that they are strong enough to tackle the next one.  It may be small. It may be bigger. One thing is for sure....it will not kill you. Take that step. Move. Let the energy guide you. You have to sometimes give a lot to get a little. You have more than enough to give. Plus the pay off is magnificent. It may look small but it packs a great punch. 

Blessed Be.

The Nature of Today's Energy 5.14.13: Holding on to Energy

Tuesday 5.14.13:

the process of change can be scary at times. Some think that if they let go, of that which is not needed, then they will not exist. Sometimes things are lost in our life because we need to live without it. Dumbo needed to lose the feather, in order to understand that he could fly. 

Our Talismans are simply objects that we require at that moment to REMIND us that we are strong. We have the power to move forward. That we are loved. 

The card of the day is the Four of Coins. The Miser. I always view this card as an energy card. Are we holding onto energy that will be needed in order to recognize the good in our life? 
Are we needing to take back energy that we have been giving too much of?
Do you feel sick? 

Ahhhhhh! I know what sickness feels like. Had it all weekend. Did I enjoy it? Nope. 
I did get a lot of valuable information and a pep in my step, now that I am healed, and ready to take on the World! 
Well, not the world, but you know what I mean. Geez....

The real challenge in our life is to know when we are giving energy to those that really require it or when we are just throwing it at anyone and everyone, depleting our own source of existence in the process. 

No bueno! 

When I first started to heal others with crystals, and Tarot readings, I found that I wanted to heal everyone! Heal them all! Take it all on and become the greatest healer in the world. (Sounds like I was getting too big for my britches. I was young and now I understand that the real person who needs saving , first, is my self.)
So I went out into the great unknown, with light in my heart and a positive attitude. 
Some people do not want to be healed. Did you know that? 
The real lesson I learned was that if I constantly give-give-give, then those around you will surely take-take-take. They will also take when it is not needed and you have nothing more to give. Believe me, a healer soon finds out that Source will lead you to those that need and want to be healed. Source will always provide. Your energy is valuable and not everyone will understand it, but you will. 

There are times when you have to say "NO" and "Not at this time". There are times when you have to state "I need a break". 
Even the greatest Tarot Readers know when to go to the bathroom and get something to eat. Even if the line is out the door. The people will understand. The people will know that you will do your best to help them in any way possible. 

The hidden energy card is the Tower. Destruction. 
Many people will view this card as bad. It is a good card. I associate it with Kali. She eliminates all items that are not needed in our life, so that we can move forward and grow. Grow into something wonderful. Did you know that you are already wonderful, at this very moment, and that Source is giving you everything you need to grow? But we want to stay on our safe ledge, on the side of the mountain. We do not want to move, for if we do, then we shall surely fall to our death. 

Remember the song in the movie "Beaches" called "Glory of Love"?

"You have to laugh a little. Cry a little. Even get the blues a little...."

We all have weeds in our garden, and when we become too frustrated with them, we begin to pull out everything. Even the beautiful buds that are starting to grow. Or we hold on to one flower. We tend to one small flower, even though there are others growing around you. That one small flower is smothered to death. What are you smothering to death? 
Sometimes we have to just let it grow, water and feed it every so often, and allow Source to supply the rest. Let it all go. Allow Source to work it's magic. The magic of love. 

Blessed Be.