The Nature of Today's Energy 8.12.13: Let's Make a Deal

Monday 8.12.13:

The card of the day is Four of Cups. The hidden energy card is The Star. The card sits in the position of Travel = journey, path, and location. 

Are you feeling lost on your path?
I know that I can feel a little confused and misguided. The path can sometimes change mid step. It can become a dead end zone or twist down a path of destruction. It can look scary. 

What do you do?

When the path is unclear. When things just look muddled and clouded. You must step forward. 
Push on. Move in a circular motion like the moon and stars. 

Today speaks about the illusion of that which sits before us. The path may have changed but are you willing to move with that change?
Are you willing to cross the river that is before you?
It is not deep. 
Even if it was, you would still survive. Believe me, the spirit can breathe under water. 

The energy is taking on many answers. So many to choose from. Which path should you choose?

So many questions. 
Be silent. 
Be still. 
Listen. 

The spirits are always speaking. They talk to you through feelings. They speak to you through signs. 
If you were to wait a moment, lose the fear, and listen; then surely you will receive an answer. 

Can you hear them?
Move to the left. Look to the right. 
Take Shelter!
A storm is brewing!

No matter. The answer can sometimes be simple. Just like the much needed items from last week, it can be small in size. There will be a moment of choice. This week will be like the game show "Let's make a deal". 
"Are you going to take the money in my hand or pick what's behind door number 3?"

It was based off of pure chance. The answer was sitting in front of you, within the hand of the show host, but you could choose what was behind the door and take a chance. It could be a new car or a mule. 
I always play it safe. I would have taken the cash. 
Funny how I would play it safe, when I always take what is behind door number 3, with my spiritual journey. I usually give up the security of physical items and go for the gamble of what is behind the door. It is always good. No "Wah, Wah" allowed. Everything is beneficial with spiritual lessons. 

Blessed Be. 

The Nature of Today's Energy 7.14.13: Three Hours of Spiritual Traffic

Sunday 7.14.13: 

The card of the day is the Nine of Swords. The hidden energy card is the Moon. 

The card sits in the position of Travel = journey, path, and location.

It started to hit me as we drove into Arizona. The big question "what is next?"

How will we make it? Where will the money come from? 

I sat in three hours of traffic. My hotel room was a half an hour away. This tested my spiritual dexterity. I was stressed! I worries! I had to use the bathroom. 

I asked Source why this had taken place. I recieved an answer within the cards. The moon advised me that no matter which route I was to take to Phoenix, there would have been some sort of obstacle to overcome. I think I needed time to think. Think about how I must return who I was. The meditation practice I once had in place. It was time to be within alignment of my Divine plan. 

I needed to send healing energy to the accident. To send love. I needed to let things go and let it all be taken care of. I must remember this when my life is stuck in three hours of spiritual traffic. 

Blessed Be.

The Nature of Today's Energy 4.28.13: The Ending of a Cycle

Sunday 4.28.13:

The Vicious Cycle of gaining weight and losing weight is always in the back of my mind. I am looking to relate the card known as The Universe, to the energy of today. I could only think of one thing. My ability to try so many crash diets, lose a couple of pounds, and then proceed to reward myself with a full weekend of eating unhealthy...Can this really be associated with the the tarot card "The Universe"?

Of course. This card sits in the position of Bee/Forgiveness/Compassion. The hidden energy card is The Hanged Man. 

I am going to state that I am only five pounds over my average weight. Actually, my story begins three years ago. I was very overweight and was always depressed, thinking that I would never fall in love with anyone, or rather, no one would fall in love with me. Then I was advised by my spirit guide to go on a journey. A journey to find Aaron. I decided to lose the weight, get healthy, and find the person who mattered the most...my self. I went on a strict diet at first, then found that the diet started to become a way of life for me. It was all that I knew and understood. I would go out and enjoy myself with out the over indulgence of eating food, drinking alcoholic beverages, and tasteful sweets. I could say "No" to things that were placed before me and become an example for those who also were looking to simply eat healthy and exist. Beauty was no longer about how skinny I was, but it turned into how beautiful I really am. The pounds started to come off, because my attitude also changed, into one of being comfortable with the person I once was. Before all the failed relationships, ups and downs of life, and the detours on the path of life. The person who I once knew to be independent, strong, and beautiful. 

I feel wonderful and great, now, and find that when I splurge a little on sweet temptations, I can lose the weight again. I am not going to return to the 230 pounds of unhappiness. The cycle ends and begins again. This is the Universe at work. We find the end of the rainbow...now what? Well, I know that I will surely go searching for another one. The greatest joy is always found on the path to the rainbow. The people you meet, the places we rest at, and the family that you reconnect with, again. 

Maybe the forgiveness should be with the way we let our Ego treat us? Maybe we should have a little bit of splurge, in order to understand what insanely full feels like? Maybe we need to forgive our state of "always being in control", so that we can be able to return to that which we know. That we are beautiful. That the cycle must have an ending, in order to move into the new. Diets will always be there. There will always be something new to try, so that the last five pounds will surely disappear. Maybe it is the fun of trying something new that appeals to me? Maybe it is my spirit, longing to teach me, that I am still beautiful. Even if I gain five extra pounds.

I have not lost the spirit within me that states "I am beautiful!". 

Blessed Be.