Thursday 6.6.13:
When I usually write my entries, there are moments where I feel like I am writing each and every paper that goes into a fortune cookie. A little piece of hope given to each person after their experience with the meal that was prepared for them. Spiritual fruit for the soul.
The Dominant Ego can get in our way. We see this Ego when the illusions of the journey are set before us. The road may be dark, but we soon learn, that the light is not to shine on the outside. The light is to shine within and reflected back on our environment.
The card of the day is Sacrafice = The Hanged Man. The hidden energy card is the Moon.
The card sits in the position of School = Lessons.
What lesson are you learning right now?
The lesson of humility? The lesson of joy?
What part of the movie are you filming at this moment? A flashback? The struggle?
Have you ever noticed that a lot of horror movies have the victim running in the woods? Or they are running through a field. Could this be related to the Moon card? Is the person, the victim is running from, really their Shadow Self?
Having a psychic ability can be a gift or a curse. Their are some light bringers that try to snuff the candle out. Then there are some light bringers who think that they are the best in the world.
There is also the light bringer who knows that they are part of the whole. They can change that which is around them. They travel a road of psychic energy and produce, from the soil, spiritual fruit for others to take in and investigate. To analyze. To apply to their own spirit.
Some will taste the fruit and spit it out with disgust. Others will want more. Some will not even take the time to eat the fruit, for fear can make a person believe that if they do, then they will get sick.
The mind can be a prison cell at times. What we think, can create a box that we must live in. Who wants to live in a box?
Faith is part of love. To love that which hurts us, will change the nature of the energy. To kiss that which is ugly, will eventually make it beautiful.
I could relate this to a crystal. Some people only want the purest crystal. No marks or blemishes. No scratch in sight. They think that if it has no blemish or scratch, then the power will surely be great.
Then there are those who see the true potential of a crystal, blemish and all. They understand that it is just a prop. A prop that will propel them even further than before. The crystal may be scratched, blemished, and half near broken in two, but the crystal worker loves it with no conditions applied. Source has given them this wonderful gift to work with. It may not look like much, but it provides one hell of a punch.
Sometimes we have to accept what is being given. What is blemished on our journey? We have to apply the half used tool with the task at hand. We have to appreciate the hand me down. Our Ego self will state to us "That will not work. Why waste your time? Give up and wait for a better tool."
What if this is all you have to work with. There are people who have made miracles happen with much less. Do not give up. Keep evolving. Keep using your ability to the best of your nature. Keep loving.
Sometimes it only takes one act of love to save the world from certain Death. What if the scales were off balance, and it was your act of kindness, that tipped them back into balance?
Think about it.
Blessed Be.
Saturday 6.1.13:
Since it is Saturday, I will be making this one short and sweet. Weekends were made for having fun and this Saturday is jammed packed with adventures, for me.
The card of the day is The Hanged Man. The hidden energy card is Death.
Sometimes we have to give a little in order to get a lot. Sometimes we have to let go of something or someone, in order to move forward. Transformation takes place with every step we take. With every thought we produce and release into the astral plane. The Universe hears our words and brings to us the exact essence of what was asked for.
What are you asking for?
It is time to deflect the negative energy, push it gently towards Source, and allow Love to flow from your spirit.
Everything happens for a reason. I always state this to people that are around me, when they have questions about why things take place. I also follow it up with an additional statement
"Everything happens for a reason and that reason is always good."
They may give me a weird look at times, when I first state this, but eventually they start to repeat it. The people around me begin to take on a new outlook on life. They understand that the reason is always good, but they just can not view it at that very moment. If they understand that good things will take place in times of struggle, then the struggle will not take away so much of their energy. They will not try to push against the flow of energy. They will allow it and know that only good will come of it.
Blessed Be.
Thursday 5.16.13:
Sometimes our ability to finish a project, or to at least move it into the next phase, requires a little Faith. Intuition can be associated with Faith because you are having to listen and believe that a certain subject or experience will take place. All of this is done on the basis of a "hunch".
The card of the day is the Three of Coins. The hidden energy card is The Moon.
The recognition of a job-well-done, should not come from others around you, but from your self. That is why you are trying to keep so many dishes spinning atop a thin stick. The trick is to keep track of all of them, give a little push to keep it going, and move on to the next. Get the timing right and you will look like a pro. Get the timing wrong and scream "Op-ha!"
The dishes fell. So what! There are more. There are always more dishes to break. Hehe....
The project is never really over. The project is simply laid to rest at that very moment. It will need to be tended to. It will need to be looked at every so often, to make sure it is still spinning. To make sure it is still on track.
What project is coming to an end? Who is recognizing your hard work?
I always state to other Light Bringers, that we burn bright, and shine at about 250% of our whole being throughout the day. We put our whole self, into a project, and at times have to bring in a little bit more energy, than others, so that the project can be born into existence. All that the Light Bringer asks, is that the person functions at their full potential. It could be 20%, 30%, or 100% but it is a requirement to work at that amount during the crucial time of completion. The Light Bringer will supply the rest.
Who, in your life, is not functioning with their full potential? With their full existence?
It happens. The Light Bringer wonders what is wrong. What they have done wrong in the process of this wonderful project, and begins to doubt.
Doubt must be eliminated from your mind's eye.
It must be asked to leave. It must be crossed out.
Know that there are times when you must take on the project, your self, and proceed with great action. The others will either catch up, or fall behind. That is non of your concern.
Remember we are not doing this for the recognition of another...or are we?
This project is taking place, so that you can be happy, feel happy, and be complete.
Follow your still small voice, that sits within your spirit, telling you what to do next. To sit. To stand. To create. To transform. To heal. To simply...be.
Blessed Be.
Saturday 4.20.13:
The card is the Seven of Cups. The card speaks to me about Dreams and Choices. I am not referring to the items we dream of at night. I am talking about the ones we have during the day. The goals we set before us. The manifestation of that which we desire. Choices are a part of life. They are built into our DNA. We make choices every day and when our ability to choose is taken away, then we start to create a revolution. Viva la Vie!
To live.
I know that when I day dream in the darkest part of the afternoon, I find that it is not backed up by a positive thought. I simply wish and hope that it happens. Choices seem to lead me down a path of destruction, but it is always good.
The hidden energy card is The Hanged Man. Faith.
Faith is always in the background. We require it. We need it. Some, even crave it.
The card, of the day, sits in the position of Hummingbird/Energy.
What is the Universe trying to tell me now?
What can I relate this to? An example? An experience?
A dream or choice without clarity. The cups part of what is desired.
Have you ever went to the Carnival and played the Fishing Pole game? The one where you would have a fishing pole that had a clip at the end of it, and when you would cast it across a black wall and pull it forward, after a quick tug, you would receive your prize?
Was it what you wanted?
Sometimes you would get the paddle and ball, a new toy watch, a wonderful little doll, or a teddy bear. Frankly, I always wanted rings and bracelets, like the other little girls would get, but the person who was in charge of this game would always call out that I was a boy, and guess what I got? A damn car or army man. Blah! I wanted a ring! ;-)
So, I would spend my money on the game, until I got a decent prize. This is kind of like the way we make choices and follow dreams without the clarity of the Swords, without positive intent. If all our energy is placed on seven different things, then we get a novelty prize. A small token stating "I played this game and all I got was this lousy tee-shirt". You get the point.
Now there are other games, such as darts and the game where you shoot water in a scary clown's face. Now, I knew what the prize was every time, and if I won, which was most of the time, I would get to pick my pink bunny or favorite cartoon character, as a prize. I knew that with every win, I would get something that was desired. Something that I could see and visualize. This is a dream or a choice backed up with Faith. You see what is desired and you focus so hard on one item at a time. The others will fall into place, for they are all part of the same package, which is to be content and happy.
Which is to live a positive life full of love and light.
What are you trying to manifest within your life? How many dreams do you have on your vision board? Are you giving your attention to one item at a single time? Are you focusing for five minutes, on each of the 99 projects that are there? Or are you focusing all your love and attention on the goal that is within the heart of the board, and allowing all that energy to touch every ounce of that board?
The house might come before the family. The family may come before the love. The love may be the last great adventure to be marked off your Vision board. Source is the only one who knows. So, you can either focus on one item or the whole, but you should envision the energy flowing through you and into the world with the intent that all good will come to you. Your dreams will thank you. Trust me.
Blessed Be.
